wishy washy

I am frustrated. I feel like I should know my own mind better. This faith questioning gig is hard. I need to prioritize my mind space. Finish school, then doubt God’s existence. Also, why do I feel compelled to make an all out, one time only, no going back decision? I need to give myself permission to not know things, and to change my mind. That might help.

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5 thoughts on “wishy washy

  1. It is probably a good idea to really take the time you need on this major life decision, and it is good to be in limbo for awhile. Maybe the time on studies are good. I will admit that I have returned to liberal mainline Christianity, for it really is my best fit, but I know it is not for everyone. It is not always bad to be washy. Take care.

  2. I made the decision to allow myself to doubt and not have all the answers about two years ago and it has done wonders for me. It is a sense of acceptance and peace. It is not so bad to be wishy washy. Just be yourself and be content with not knowing. Enjoy your studying!

    • I appreciate that, thank you! I think the irony of doubting is that I expected to suddenly have answers, when that is exactly what I don’t have. I’m glad that I am not alone in having more questions than answers. 🙂

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